BonnieB41

Happiness is a choice. Yeah things in life make it difficult, but at the end of the day you control your own happiness.

How can you miss spending time with a person you barely knew to begin with? I think most of my deviant art journals seem to be following a depressing 'poor me' theme :P I guess this is where i vent, because the I know the people who read it, and know that won't judge me. Maybe I should start making these more positive? Hmm well I may be getting commissioned for a mural at Richmond Aquatic Centre, if I ever happen to hear back from them :P And I love my girl friends up here, I would trust two of them with anything and feel as if I've known them my whole life. But that doesn't stop me missing my friends back home :( fingers crossed I'll be se

I think I hide what I'm really feeling from those around me. I'm probably doing it again now, because I know the only people who will read this aren't actually in my life at the moment anyway. I think I'm shy because I don't want people to know what I'm really feeling at times. People say I'm too quiet or always nice, or they don't know me. I know it shouldn't but it can hurt. I think, I think too much :P